"Att se världen i ett sandkorn och himlen i en vild blomma, Det är att hålla oändligheten i sin hand och fånga evigheten i en timme." - William Blake
"It's a dangerous business, going out of your door. You step into the road, and, if you don't keep your feet, there's no knowing where you might be swept off to." - J.R.R. Tolkien
Family situation update
The newest update from my mother regarding their situation! Please read and share 🙏 Thank you!❤️ ” Progress continues, but perhaps not as fast as I want it. The landlord is very kind changing the one bedroom apartment in to a two bedroom putting a wall up in the kitchen making it smaller and no…
BREATH Yoga with Adriene
If you haven’t tried it yet I highly recommend yoga 🧘♀️🤸♀️ Adriene on YouTube has since the start of this year shared a new yoga series called BREATH. As someone who has done yoga and some meditating 😉😌 before I really enjoy this one. The practices are fun, gentle, strengthening och very cleansing for me.…
A somewhat better start of the year
This evening I have seen my family’s new home and it looks really nice compared to the other one, the house that wasn’t livable or healthy! All the money they received from the donations have gone to that, paying rent and the deposit, and to buy basic furniture – BEDS! I mean imagine not having…
Kaninpromenad
🐇 Första dagen ute efter jul och nyår. Det var inte lätt att få så bra foton trots att de båda är så mycket lugnare nu efter kastreringen, men det viktigaste var att de fick komma ut och skutta och springa 😍
1 januari 2021
🧞♂️ Nytt år. Äntligen. Förra året var så konstigt men samtidigt bra på flera sätt. Jag blev så överväldigad när klockan slog tolv. Att 2020 äntligen var slut! Nu är det ett nytt år.Jag vill ta vara på det och ta bättre hand om mig själv. Träna, skriva & måla och fota mer. Lära mig…
*!Uppdatering angående min familjs situation!*
Äntligen!!!😍♥️ Jag blev så så glad när mamma berättade det här för mig idag, grät av lycka för att de äntligen har fått ett hem! Ett hem!!♥️♥️ Nu kan de leva i ett friskt, rent hem och andas bra – frisk och fräsch luft! – och få hälsan tillbaka!! Jag är också så tacksam för…
Please help my family
I know I have written about this before but I need to write about it again. My family needs help. Due to their house being full of mold, so much that it is a risk for their health to live there, they have been forced to leave it – and they don’t have a new…
Min första sats Lussebullar!
Att baka lussebullar är något som vi gjort hemma under hela mitt liv, det är jag ganska säker på. Har vi inte bakat själva så har vi alla fall köpt dem från affären – men hemmabakat är ju alltid godast. Nu när jag inte bor hemma hos min älskade mor längre och julen kommer allt…
Wordless Friday
(Photos taken in Meeden, Nederlands, 18/12/2020)
Free writing
I want to write and dream. Scream the song so loud as you can. Don’t hold back. Just do it. Nothing can go wrong, only everything. I seem to have forgotten how to write and speak my thoughts. The emotions gets in the way and they stop me without warning. Therefore I’m now trying to…
Meeting with piglets
Got to help out at the farm where my boyfriend works and I had the pleasure to meet two piglets . They were sooo cute, as you can see. We gave them and all the other animals food, cleaned bunny cages and scooped poop for the horse fields. It was a good day of work…
Good things are coming
Though Covid still roams and we have entered a more strict and hard lockdown here in the Netherlands, good things are still coming. My mother has received help and support from the church nearby where they live and people are donating to her campaign. I am so so grateful for the good in this world…
Snälla hjälp min familj att slippa hemlöshet
Min mamma har sedan oktober månad försökt få hjälp från kommunen men då de inte fått den hjälp de har rätt till att få, riskerar de nu att bli hemlösa från och med den 1a januari 2021. Hon har nu vänt sig till folket, privat personer, för att be om hjälp genom att starta en…
Please help my family avoid homelessness
My mother has started a Gofundme campaign in hope that people will help her and my siblings avoid homelessness. I will share the link and the story here. It would mean so much if you would take some time and read their story and donate to them. It doesn’t have to be the biggest, fattest…
Somewhere in the middle
This will be a more personal text in contrast to yesterday’s post about the banned BPD hashtag on Instagram but there will also be a small rant about my spirituality. Since yesterday I have read so many brave and beautiful posts by people with BPD. They stand up for themselves and for the BPD community.…
Instagram has banned #BPD – Sign the petition! Spread awareness!
This morning I found out that Instagram banned the hashtag for Borderline Personality Disorder – #BPD. (I discovered this late because I have been less active on the platform to give myself some free space. But, Instagram banned the hashtag on November 18 2020. In this post I will share as much information about this…
Journaling
Today I finished writing in a journal I’ve had for the past two years. At the beginning it was supposed to be a journal of write letters in for my – back then long distance relationship partner – but after a few months I decided to keep it for myself. I didn’t write in it…
Castration day
Today I left our babies Bonnie and Bilbo at the vet to get them castrated. I had been so nervous about this day, I couldn’t sleep last night. It felt super weird and lonely without them at home, like there was a hole in my chest. I knew I would get to bring them home…
Connecting with Mother Earth – with plants at home
Often when I want or feel the need to connect with Mother Earth, ground myself, I think I have to go out and away to do so. But as many others in this world we have plants at home. Plants and soil = Mother Earth, right? In my opinion, it does. And since some of…
Daily walk
I followed my own advice – dare – to go outside and see what would happen. And did something happen? A little, yes. I saw nature, obviously, and was reminded of the natural flow and abundance of what we call Life. Everything is always in motion, growing – evolving – expanding. There are many jobs…
Writing for myself
I tried out some journal prompts for self-discovery and got super stressed from it, had to rant about it (down below here) and meditate to calm down. The rest of this post has turned out to be a bit of a “life update” post or something like that, even though it’s nothing “new” to report…
Don’t wait too long with castrating your bunny (*trigger warning for sensitive viewers)
It has been a rough start of the weekend for the babies. As you know, we first thought Bonnie to be a girl but after she started to try and mate with Bilbo, not once or twice but several times(!) we started to wonder. Could Bonnie be… A boy? So we checked and were both…
Late night thoughts – from a year ago (9/10/2019)
One of the best things with journaling is in my opinion that once we have written something down we always have the possibility to go back and look at it. I don’t always see how far I have come in my life but looking back at my entries and scribbles helps me with that. It’s…
Lost in a rollercoaster of translation
A journalpost written over two days. First half is from 7/10 and the part below the Joey picture is from today the 8/10.
Going back to the roots
This morning I have spent by reading a very interesting and refreshing blogpost regarding the 12 Universal Laws. I find it fascinating how things always come into my life – and leave it all the same – when I am absolutely ready to receive (and let go of it.) Because for some time now I…
Ämne: Corona/Covid-19
För ett par dagar sedan var jag ledsen på Corona. Det tror jag många är och har varit länge. Ett tag var jag helt inne på att det var en stor hoax men nu vet jag inte längre. Det är så många som blivit sjuka och nu har restriktionerna förnyats och blivit mer strikta här…
My first acrylic painting!
I have always loved to paint but because I’m so scared of failing or doing the wrong thing I never allow myself to paint. Yesterday I decided that I shouldn’t do that anymore and so joined a Facebook group for acrylic painting beginners to have some inspiration and support, hopefully some guidance as well, and…
A reply from Aki-Oka Per Boutique
I received a reply from one staff member at Aki-Oka, not on my email but on Instagram. Her reply was as follows: Aw well, it’s unfortunate that the internet doesn’t offer companies much protections from slander, anyone can write anything they want online but that doesn’t mean it’s true or fair or the full picture.…
Min åsikt och erfarenhet av Kogan Academy of Dramatic Arts: the School of the Science of Acting
När jag slutade och hoppade av från skolan ville jag absolut göra en slags utvärdering på den, framförallt för att varna andra men jag har inte haft ork eller energi till det. Nu när det är ett år sedan jag flyttade till London för att studera teater på denna ~briljanta, unika~ skola så känner jag…
Warning: Scammers on Instagram – targeting pet owners – Real or not?
Topic: Instagram scammer “Aki-Oka Pet Boutique” I don’t know if you have heard of this Aki-Oka before? But a few days ago I got contacted by one fo their “scouts” (@gelochukoy_akioka1 on instagram, however this one has several accounts along with a lot of other accounts like it – how freaky??!) that said that they…
a rhapsody that is life 